I write lots of words. Many of them are horrific. Some of them are about software quality and technology. This is my blog, which is full of more words, but is also a great place for you to find my books, news, information, interviews, thoughts and more.
All are welcome here.
Enjoy, and while you're at it, why not do one of your own?
I am loyal, sometimes to my own detriment. I am an adventurous eater. I am an avid lover of sushi, flan, watermelon, sharpies, cream cheese frosting, and the color blue. I am an odd girl who likes to sing dorky songs into makeshift microphones (hairbrushes, wooden spoons, etc) when no one's around. I am a writer. I am creative. I am hopeful. I am honest. I am hard working. I am passionate. I am a second generation American. I am a sister. I am a daughter. I am a friend. I am a coworker. I am a tweep. I am fan of many various things, odd and sundry. I am a crafty individual who loves taking on new projects and making things for other people. I am intelligent. I am patient. I am lost in my own head sometimes. I am sensitive. I am shy, though I try to hide it.
I am going to have many more things published. I am going to have a novel with my name on it someday. I am a dreamer. I am an empath. I am sometimes lonely. I am protective of the people I care about. I am a decent baker and an even better cook. I am an artist. I am a strange person. I am a singer. I am a painter. I am a sculptor, even if my medium is silly putty, play-doh, or gum (eeeewe!). I am an attention whore, despite being shy. I am usually the first to volunteer when someone asks for assistance. I am strong, even when I don't want to be. I am the eldest of 4, though I have very little contact with my siblings. I am a former military brat, wannabe actress, cheerleader, and pageant girl.
I am prone to long stretches of listening to the same music for weeks at a time. I am an avid reader. I am a registered voter. I am a licensed driver. I am a phoenix, risen from the ashes of a burned down life not once, not twice, but three times. I am a hopeless romantic. I am a big fan of love letters. I am trusting and maybe a little naive. I am a sucker for compliments, especially if they are sincere. I am a horrible liar. I am almost completely unable to hide my emotions, especially from those I care about. I am vulnerable. I am a little out of shape. I am courageous. I am trying to be more polite and courteous. I am open minded. I am naturally blonde.
I am caring. I am devoted. I am a good friend. I am good at origami. I am accident prone. I am not easily frightened. I am creeped out by giraffes, oilskin, and canada geese. I am an animal lover, especially dogs, birds, and crustaceans. I am thoughtful. I am observant, though my perception is very, very low at times. I am incredibly fond of almond flavored things, cherries, and fresh fruit. I am a big kid who likes to play with legos, draw pictures of silly things, and dress up. I am a big zombie fan. I am really pleased with my makeup skills, though I have no intentions of stopping where I am or giving up on learning new techniques. I am industrious. I am a jury rigger. I am ½ english, ½ russian, and all bad ass.
I am proud of myself. I am a published author. I am a survivor. I am capable, bold, brave, and determined. I am unable to spell the word "piece" without remembering "Piece of Pie". I am also unable to tell left from right without doing the little L thing with my fingers. I am a harsh critic, though I try not to be mean spirited or cruel. I am a computer nerd. I am blue eyed, though there is a tiny copper ring around my irises due to a blood condition. I am capable of great things. I am able to cut myself, by accident, with things one would normally consider safe (tupperware, chopstics, pudding cups). I am thankful for the wonderful friends I have, all of the positive experiences I have shared with them, and the gifts and surprises the future will bring me.
There aren't a whole lot of other female zombie writers out there. Which is really sad, considering how very awesome my friend, Thea Isis Gregory is. Check out her guest post below, follow her on twitter, and like her on Facebook. You won't regret it! This chick has a mastery of gore, zombies, and the sort of storytelling that will keep you awake at night, wondering if every bump and groan isn't a hoarde of hungry undead....
The Horrors Of Raw Meat by Thea Isis Gregory
As an enthusiastic cook and a horror writer, I have a number of body parts in my freezer. Not human, of course, but enough that my hoard of meat seems like a monument to the macabre. The inspiration for horror that I find in meat is not the having, it’s all found in the preparation of the raw flesh. Home butchering gives you the rare opportunity to observe the dead, and handle a carcass. Of course, the end goal is the meal, why waste an opportunity to learn more about the textures, sensations and contents of a body? One of the best creatures for home study is a simplewhole chicken and turkey. In addition to being delicious and economical, chicken carcasses have skin, joints and flesh that can be manipulated and studied. Cutting through and hitting bone, and observing meat grain were the important lessons with whole raw poultry. I even used the skin in one instance to describe a zombie attack on an elderly woman inLocked In.The paper-think skin was such an apt comparison.Pork has been lauded as the most human-like meat. I enjoy examining its different grains, the fatty deposits. Bone-in roasts present another important morsel for observation: the large bones and joints. The bones of a large mammal are a much closer comparison to those of a human. In many ways, I find pork to be the most gruesome of meats for just that reason. Offal (heart, kidneys and liver) are good for insight into that perfect dismemberment scene. Heart muscles are smooth and yet have a texture distinct fromany other muscle. Liver is slimy, slippery and sticks to your hands. Kidneys are firm, dense and crunch when you cut into them. The internal organs run the gamut of shapes and textures. In the end, conscientious experimentation isthe best way to get the hands-on experience that helps with description and getting the gore well-researched and just right. Do not try this on humans—it’s illegal and messy. Otherwise, get a good filet knife and diveright in, just make sure to wash your hands and sanitize after handling raw meat.
For those of you who haven't yet been introduced, Mary SanGiovanni is a unique voice in the world of modern horror. Her works include The Hollower its sequel, Found You, and Thrall as well as several appearances in periodicals and anthologies and a novella entitled For Emmy. Mary has a unique writing style and an incredible ability to bring you into her world utterly and completely. She wraps you in a blanket of carefully woven suspense, intriguing characters, flowing dialogue and immersive landscapes. If you haven't yet read her works, I highly suggest you do. This is one author who deserves a place on your bookshelf.
Alyn Day: What inspired you to become a writer?
Mary SanGiovanni: I think it was a couple of different things -- my father was one. He used to tell me science fiction stories from Asimov and Herbert. He told me about these sweeping epic worlds that people had created, and, having been a big fan of the Vivid Imagination Home Movie myself, I thought writing my own stories and sharing them with the world would be great. I also have to credit Stephen King, of course -- mostly because of his nonfiction about the joy of creating, and the life he had as a result.
I never set about looking to be rich and famous -- just comfortable and well-read. That, to me, is writing success.
AD:What are some of your favorite books?
MS:Skeleton Crew, Houses Without Doors, Ghost Story, Shutter Island, Enduring Love, IT, The Shining, The Exorcist III, and damn near anything Lovecraft.
AD:What are some of your inspirations?
MS:I'm a very visual writer, I think, so I find visual media most inspiring. Sometimes when I'm stuck on something, I try to work it out in computer art or painting, and then write off what I see. Sometimes I go surfing for images online -- photography, art, even video game stills -- to get concrete visual details.
AD:What is your favorite food?
MS:Pretzels. I also love chicken lo mein and pretty much any kind of seafood.
AD:What is your favorite movie?
MS:I have two: In The Mouth Of Madnes and Session 9.
AD:How long have you been writing?
MS:I've been writing something or other since I was little, but I've been writing seriously, with the intent to be published, since about 1999.
AD:What can you tell me about your current projects?
MS:Currently, I'm working on a third Hollower book due out later this year, called THE TRIUMVIRATE. I am also working on a short story for an anthology, a possible novella, and another novel I'd like to have finished by the end of this year. I think 2012 will be a productive year.
AD:How do you feel about the trend of writers self-publishing their work?
MS:My feelings on this have changed over time. Coming up in the business, we were always told this was a bad way to go if you wanted a serious career as a writer. But really, to have a career as a writer at all, you need to adapt with the continually changing landscape of publishing. I think we're in a unique position now as writers to pioneer the new technology available to us for reaching wider audiences and promoting ourselves and our work. I think self-publishing can be a viable option for writers in certain cases. If you have an established fanbase, for one, and find that traditional publishers at this point can't offer anything you can't get yourself. Also, certain genres (I'm thinking SF, for example) are tough to break into, and even magazines look for a writer to have a following before publishing their short fiction. I think self-publishing could work there, too, in helping to establish a platform and sales figures/fanbase to show potential publishers. However, I think self-published writers absolutely need to be great promoters (which I am not - heh) of their own work. They need to make sure they have as much editorial gateway as they can, to assure they're putting out the best quality product, and they need to be somewhat tech savvy. I think traditional publishers should still be considered, though. The thing is to see where your time and energy are best spent, without sacrificing the old mantra that money should always flow TO the writer.
AD:Do you listen to music while you write? If so, any favorites?
MS:You know, it's funny; I used to. I can't now, I think, because I like to sing, and the lyrics distract me from writing. I tried just listening to instrumental stuff, but strangely enough, I found what works best for me is something droning on the TV behind me. I guess I do like words in the background, just not words that will distract me from my own.
AD:Any words of advice for authors who are just starting out?
MS:"Write what you know" really means "Write what is close to your heart." And if you write what is close to your heart, finish it. Always finish it. Believe in the stories you're telling. Do not let rejection slow you, let alone stop you, because it happens to everyone. Read as much and as widely as you can, and know your genre. Listen to those who came before you (their experience is valuable), but also consider the ideas of those who come after you (their fresh perspective is also valuable). When you write, make sure you're saying something, even if you're just saying "let's have fun for a while." Carry yourself with dignity and respect online and off, but don't forget to be just you. And be patient.
AD:How do you want to be remembered?
MS:I'd like to be remembered as a woman with a beautiful soul, a woman whose love for her child and family and friends was a treasure, a woman who made others smile. And hell, I'd like to be remembered as a good writer, a significant contributor to the body of horror literature I love so much. I'd like there to be those young people who have my books and wish they could have met me at least once in person to chat about them.
AD:If you couldn’t write horror, what would you write instead?
MS:Thrillers. In lieu of that, if thrillers are too close, probably fantasy. I think it would also be fun to write a western, maybe.
AD:Any last words, anything you'd like to share?
MS:Just thanks for interviewing me.
A great big THANK YOU! to the lovely Mary SanGiovanni for participating in this interview.
You can find out more about the very talented Ms. SanGiovanni at her personal website.Many of her works are available for purchase through amazon.com.